I'm watching the newest The Two Coreys and I just feel so bad for Corey Haim. Everything I feel he seems to feel times a million.
He genuinly cares a bit too much, which I have been guilty of so many times. I think there needs to be a get together of mucho caring people so they would all have people of kindred spirit to care for and to be cared for. I dunno, it'd either work and there would be a clan of carers or it would sort of backfire and they'd finally turn into the kind of people where they push care and attention away because it becomes too much for them to deal with.
So Haim keeps saying he feels all alone and I just feel bad for the guy, I immediatly say, outloud mind you (^_^) "Awww, I'll keep you company, Corey."
Yeah, this said about some stranger, but I totally feel that way. I hate to be alone myself and if someone elses is feeling lonely I immediatly want to be there for them. My dad chastized me about that all the time as I would stay after school, when I was about 6, to help other students when they were sad or just needed help getting their stuff together. This would make me late to get out to the car where my dad was waiting (sometimes), and so he would get really mad. Now instead of saying it's nice to help others he told me I need to stop caring about other people and just focus on me. Yeah, great words to tell a child. Good thing I need listened. I refuse to put myself ahead of other people. Well.. unless I dislike the person, but I'd have to know them enough to dislike them and they usually have to do something pretty damn bad.
But, so, yeah, :) I lurve Corey Haim in the teddy bear kind of way and although I'm younger than him I would totally take care of him if I could. He's just such a broken spirit. (do I sound hippy enough? lol)
Hang in there Haim, know that people do care and if I ever meet you I am hugging you until you feel better! Await the bear-hug of doom! :-Þ
- Music:Gene Simmons Roast
(made this public so random people who stumble across here know why I'm not responding to them. ^_^)
Ok, not sure I'll get a chance to post before my trip so this is my farewell to everyone.
My flight leaves Tuesday, early morning, and I'll be packing most of Monday as well as doing my last bit of sewing (I've got to finish a skirt and a few purses that I've been whipping up lately).
Can I die now? Lol
What really annoys me as that the vaccume bags I got to help with fitting more things in my bags are sort of useless because my darn vaccume isn't working and everytime I use it it smokes, like, lots. Ugh.
I got presents for the people I'm staying with, I hope they like 'em.
Let's see, what else to say.
Uhm, well, I probably won't be able to post while I'm gone and if I do it'll be mainly pictures, who could argue with that, right?
Oh oh! I went to Rocky last night and my fucking god it was a boost to my self-esteem. I've lost quite a bit of weight lately and it looks like the bitches I hate gained it all. It was fucking fantastic. They looked PREGNANT. One of them got the shitiest tattoos ever since I last saw her. The bitch got so fat her ass ate her 2x underwear and she has to wrap her chest with like four ace bandages. It looks so disgusting. My friend who was with me was just this close to barfing, I damn near threw up and I'm not even being sarcastic, it was just that bad. Add on top of that the shitty acting (and for a Rocky performance, that's saying something, they have to fuck up pretty damn bad to have /me/ find it shitty acting).
Plus, a fat twat I really don't like (mainly because she's a lie to your face then go off and gossip like a housewife) had always said /I/ didn't dress appropriatly for my weight when SHE was wearing a Crap Topic "corset" and her fat was buldging out between the ties and under the bottom and over the arms and then her underwear was like three sizes too small as well as the nylons she was wearing so the fat just oozed everywhere.
I had people coming up to me, audience members, saying they remembered me playing Janet and wondered why they had such a crap "actress" playing when I was still around. I was loving it.
My friend and I basically just spent the whole time laughing /at/ the people and screaming not so nice call-backs.
Now, don't get me wrong, these people definitly deserved it. I was lied to, back-stabbed, kicked off cast (after I already quit, so I dun even know) because I wouldn't be the directors fuck-buddy, two bitches that said they were my friend fucked my then boyfriend in the bed I slept in (and one time when I was in the next room sick) and lied to my face about it. So yeah, when I say they deserve whatever they get, I really mean it.
It would appear Karma decided to bitchslap them with fat and even uglier branch and I love Karma for that!
Anyways, I think that's enough of that. I should go sew some more. >_^
1.) The reason I haven't posted in my thread? Because there is no reason to. You all seem to have your heads so far up a certain orifice that no matter what you're going to talk shit.
2.) The reason for the screen cap was not to show "OhEmGee, look what I gotz!". You all were saying I couldn't possibly be able to getahold of an IP address, I decided to show that, indeed, I could.
3.) I saw that 4chan or whatever post shortly before it was deleted. I have no idea why it was deleted. Why would I have wanted to have it deleted? It had people on there who thought just as poorly about all of you trash as I do. I applaud those people.
4.) That Shinobu costume that you all love to trash? Made in one day, for a last minute photoshoot after having been asked (damn near pleaded with) by a friend. I had never before in my life made an outfit like that. Never made a pleated skirt, never made a sailor collar or even a shirt before. I'd only ever made elastic skirts. I'm pretty new to sewing things with a sewing machines so, no it isn't perfect. Would you expect a newborn to speak perfect english? No, you wouldn't. Now, why would I post it if it wasn't/isn't perfect? Because for a last minute, never before made, no pattern used costume it is damn fine.
5.) I continue to read the post you guys have dedicated to me because if a group decides to stalk me to a convention I go to, I'd like to know all the details.
6.) Sam, the head of SAS has told me that if anyone even makes me feel uncomfortable I am to report that person and that that person will be most likely ejected from the con and the police notified. Following a person to a con is ridiculous. You all have taken things abit too far when you say you're going to stalk a person to a con. I mean really, how many screws do you all have loose?
7.) I will continue to check in on the post. Anything that is considered a threat (which by the way, you guys don't seem to know this, but a threat by a legal definition is anything an individual finds threatening, hell, nowadays people are considering a dirty look a threat and getting restraining orders against the people who gave them that look. Not saying that's reasonable, but I just figured I'd let you "people" know) will be marked down and reported the officer currently on the case. No, not the "internet police". The actual police. As in, I have gone down to a police station, filed a report and had an officer put on the case. Now, I don't know what will happen but I couldn't say even if I did it'd be considered extortion or something of the sort. I forget exactly what the officer said.
Now, if you have an adult response (I'm doubting this) then you may respond. But if all you want to do is flame my livejournal (why you all are still reading it, I dunno, get a life) then you can just shut up. Any trolling posts will be deleted.
This will be the last time I let you all know what's going on.
My journal's going to be friends only for a while due to harrassment. People take the internet too seriously and have taken things over the line.
I'll let you know how everything goes.
(oh and because others are still stalking my lj, the idiots think I was apoligizing to them. uhm, no, only to those on my friend's list. they think they matter far too much)
People on cosfu have actually started a thread all about me.
They may be pastey faced creepy little bastards but damn they're entertaining.
Digging it, I really am.
I know they haven't been huge or important updates, but this one is, to me at least.
I'm trying a new diet because I'd like to lose weight for my trip and for the upcoming con I will be attending. My goal weight is 110 pounds. No, I don't think I'll make that weight by then, but at some point. It's what my prime goal is.
I'll be updating weekly on the matter.
Some people may be unintrested in seeing this and uhm.. I'm sorry?
I just figure it's a good way to keep track.
Plus you get to see pretty me get prettier? Uhm.. right? lol ^_~
See ya'll tomorrow.
So this person has been stalking me (by stalking I mean, coming to /every/ thread I go to, posting on /every/ thread I post in saying bad and WRONG things about me) so I alerted mods about it because it's just gotten ridiculous and out of hand.
So they go ahead and post on the main page a big "H31P!!1one" to everyone saying I'm lying and whatever. I'm tempted to respond to that, saying if they aren't stalking me then why on earth do they appear in EVERY thread I ever post in and why do they continue to spread rumors about me?
I posted in response to their thread explaining why I feel they're stalking me etc. I dunno what they'll say.
Here's a screencap and the link to it for as long as it lasts.
I just find this all HILLARIOUS! It all started over me just trying to help them because they kept spamming the forums and bumping their threads over and over. I politely told them that the mods may delete their whole thread then maybe even the account if it continued and to just be careful about that and the chick blew up. It was funny. I'm amused.
I do wonder what will happen.
Please, do tell me what you think. Am I out of line or..?
So, I've been going to a con, Sakura Con to be precise, and I've always wondered if it would be a good idea for me to host a panel.
Not sure what I would have it be about. Probably simple sewing for the un-semptress (how to sew by sight, sounds weird but I have no idea how to use patterns so I just look at something I'd like to sew, figure out, in my head, how to best complete and then go about doing as such, usually ends up terrific, considering, and then also how to alter every day items into a workable cosplay piece). Though I don't know how many people would actually want to attend such a panel.
Maybe Cosplay around the world (how cosplaying is done in Europe or Australia)
Any input would be nice.
I just really like the idea of organizing something and everything that goes along with it. (I wanted to be a secretary all through out my youth :-P )
I stolened this from alabastard
|Your home is a |
Philanthropic Wizard's Stronghold
| Your kitchen is manned by a team of Keebler Drow Elves. There's a Chocolatessen, which is rapidly becoming your favorite room of the house. Having one is also becoming a trend among your wealthy neighbors. Your master bedroom is decorated to look like the treetop village of the Galadhrim. Your study has every fantasy novel ever written, including multiple editions of the Silmarillion and advance copies of Dungeons and Dragons Fifth Edition. One of your garages holds your collection of ferraris, and is measured in acreage. |
Your home also includes a roost for griffons. You've never actually seen a griffon, but you keep the roost ready anyway. Your guests enjoy your home theater with hi-def plasma screen TV, and the thrones you watch it from. Outside is the moat that protects your home from goblin invaders and extended family.
And, you have a pet -- a unicorn named "Shadowhooves".
Below is a snippet of the blueprints:
Find YOUR Dream Home!
My place rocks!
Ok, funniest thing ever.
This guy got some tests done because he was so worried that his ex possibly slept with my guy, so he was worried that he'd caught something.
If you all know how some STD tests are done you will be laughing right now. (This guy is an asshole and deserves whatever crap that rolls his way)
Easiest way he could have found out if he was infected, ask me. I would have laughed in his face, but really, I've been with my guy for like almost 3 years, and I haven't caught a damn thing, which I would have said, and in fact, have told the asshole many times, when I still talked to him.
I dun talk to him anymore as he decided to spread the following two rumours;
1.) I was telling people that he and I had slept together again just recently just so I could get people to hate him.
I did sleep with him, sad to say, but I would definitly NOT go around and tell people. Totally moped. (He shakes like a little Chihuahua and he has to be ordered around, gah, pathetic)
2.) Told everyone I knew (except for like two people, but that's because he doesn't talk to them) that I was trying to take over the cast so that I could get my guy back in charge.
Now, although that sounds like something I might do, if only to get the all-mighty-bastard away from Rocky before fucked it all up, I had no reason to at the time. MG(my guy) was being an ass at the time and I was in no mood to help him, plus, I would have gotten nothing out of it. I much prefer not being in Rocky and I believe the only reason I was so disappointed about being "banned" (the Theatre Manager didn't want me to leave at all) is because I had invested so much money and effort into it and I also felt bad that I knew/know for a fact that the cast is going to go down the drain, the guy in charge can just not lead, he has a break down over nothing. (he had to have it explained to him, in slow, small words, that what he had done to me, twice, when I was younger, was considered rape. not too bright there. I mean for fuck's sake, the guy is almost a decade my senior)
And you know why he spread these rumours? Because I wouldn't be his fuck buddy. How sad is that?
Ugh, I just hate that anyone could possibly believe such an asshole.
I mean, in no way is MG a saint, but he's way more fucking trustworthy than Monk.
Revenge ill be so fun. I never give people more then their comeuppance. They screw me, they get screwed back, tis the only fair way.
An eye for an eye and all. (and don't anyone dare say "Makes the whole world blind", that idology never really worked for me)